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THE AFTERMATH
So I'm going back a bit bear with me... two months prior to Casper i was hanging out with JR... my crush... almost every night i could, we became really good friends. so i spoiled him, munchies pot and free rides to any where even out of town. i was a good friend to him but of course i wanted it to be more than that. . he knew i liked him, every one knew, it was way to obvious. i usually pull the night of the party my drunken mind thought flirt with another guy a gauge his reaction... thus i called Casper.
JR didn't care i was with Casper so i was done with both of them right away... but i was drunk and so was Casper so the night unfolded as it did, and after everything was said and done, i was shut in the master bed room to sleep... i was freaked out and needed company but nobody could stay near me i was saying sorry too much and that it was my fault and they couldn't stand to see me like that... i get it. so the drinking continued my little sister and JR ended up hooking up. i was broken and breaking faster... i told both of them i didn't really like the idea of them dating.... but when i f went to JR who told me if i stood in their way, I'd lose both of them and they would just sneak behind my back. losing Alyssa was the last thing i could do so we all hung out i was sneaking them around behind my dads back and free rides for all. JR and Alyssa used me dry.
the time was coming when I'd need to move out on my own and i had no roommate. Alyssa suggested him and i move out together it was perfect she could say she was hanging out with me when really it was all for him. they had to hide their relationship from my dad because it was illegal for them to be together and he would care.
Us living together went south right away before we even moved out he was jobless and incapable of getting one and then couldn't save money. so i moved us out, all he did was complain. three months in JR lost his job for stealing and went 5 months before he even applied at a fast food place. it was hell on Aaron and i. but JR knows how to do is sweet talk people into getting what he wants and hes good at it. but aaron saw through that and now he's out of our lives. =]
i hate blaming JR but he hurt me and Alyssa hurt me, i told her about what JR's part in all this was i didn't accuse her of anything or tell her to dump him just how he broke me and she just got defensive and doesn't even care.. now some how I'm the bad guy. when all JR had to do was not use me or lead me on... basically be a decent human being, but he couldn't even do that for a "friend"
THE AFTERMATH
So I'm going back a bit bear with me... two months prior to Casper i was hanging out with JR... my crush... almost every night i could, we became really good friends. so i spoiled him, munchies pot and free rides to any where even out of town. i was a good friend to him but of course i wanted it to be more than that. . he knew i liked him, every one knew, it was way to obvious. i usually pull the night of the party my drunken mind thought flirt with another guy a gauge his reaction... thus i called Casper.
JR didn't care i was with Casper so i was done with both of them right away... but i was drunk and so was Casper so the night unfolded as it did, and after everything was said and done, i was shut in the master bed room to sleep... i was freaked out and needed company but nobody could stay near me i was saying sorry too much and that it was my fault and they couldn't stand to see me like that... i get it. so the drinking continued my little sister and JR ended up hooking up. i was broken and breaking faster... i told both of them i didn't really like the idea of them dating.... but when i f went to JR who told me if i stood in their way, I'd lose both of them and they would just sneak behind my back. losing Alyssa was the last thing i could do so we all hung out i was sneaking them around behind my dads back and free rides for all. JR and Alyssa used me dry.
the time was coming when I'd need to move out on my own and i had no roommate. Alyssa suggested him and i move out together it was perfect she could say she was hanging out with me when really it was all for him. they had to hide their relationship from my dad because it was illegal for them to be together and he would care.
Us living together went south right away before we even moved out he was jobless and incapable of getting one and then couldn't save money. so i moved us out, all he did was complain. three months in JR lost his job for stealing and went 5 months before he even applied at a fast food place. it was hell on Aaron and i. but JR knows how to do is sweet talk people into getting what he wants and hes good at it. but aaron saw through that and now he's out of our lives. =]
i hate blaming JR but he hurt me and Alyssa hurt me, i told her about what JR's part in all this was i didn't accuse her of anything or tell her to dump him just how he broke me and she just got defensive and doesn't even care.. now some how I'm the bad guy. when all JR had to do was not use me or lead me on... basically be a decent human being, but he couldn't even do that for a "friend"
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